Horrified

Yeah. Cheers because I have done my english oral. But, to me, I still failed!

It was my most embarrassing moment in my whole life, I cried in front of my WHOLE CLASS while doing my oral. what the hell?! I was so lousy right? Hmmm. It's not that I am stupid until I have no ideas. NO! It's just that I don't know how to express my ideas and I get so frustrated with myself and in the end I panicked, and tears started to flow out uncontrollably. Bla bla bla. A lot more to say. I have no courage to continue. Loser Qing ://

Like Pn.Monica said, I am only 17 years old and I have lot more to learn. I should cry if I am 71 years old now. So, Qing, it's better late than never! Keep learning :D

Talk about confidence, I am the one who has no faith in myself at all. I am lack of confidence ://