Friday, 27 July 2012

Childhood fears


Well. I am such a coward. As the saying goes ‘do not judge a book by its cover’ I have lots of fears although I am large-sized like a giant.

One of my childhood fears is dark places like toilets, deserted staircase and many more. I still remembered, when I was small, I used to brush my teeth in the toilet together with my brother, I liked it very much, the main reason is because there is accompany. One day, while we were talking and brushing teeth, a lightning flashed across the sky, and I went crazy. EPIC MOMENT. I was screaming like crazy and immediately ran out from the toilet with my mouth full of toothpaste. My brother was puzzled and he ran together with me, while my sister and my mummy were laughing their heads off at that funny sight. From that moment on, my siblings tease me like crazy.

Well. I love puppies and dogs, but, I am afraid of them. I really don’t know why. Maybe I was afraid that while they are sniffing and licking me, they will go crazy and bite me, well, I guess I am the one who is crazy ;p Let me share with you this embarrassing moment. My family went on a trip to Singapore with a tour. Last day, we were having our dinner at some restaurant. There were many buses outside as it was the holiday season. After having our dinner, my family were strolling to our bus and out of nowhere came a puppy. It was cute, but I went crazy. I started running when I saw it, and he thought we were having a game or something, he started chasing me. In the end, I panicked and ran up to the wrong bus. OMG. The passengers in it were staring at me, as if I am a crazy girl. I didn’t notice anything’s wrong until I heard my family laughing outside the bus and calling for me. WOW. That was really embarrassing. Until now, the memory is still vivid in every of our minds. GREAT.

I am afraid of ghosts, I am sure many people do. I had great imagination when I was small. I always scare myself with crazy thoughts about ghosts. Even when I am in the shower, I was still scared, for no reason, and I need to begged my sister or my brothers to stand outside, talk with me, just to make sure I am safe. LOL. Haha, until now I am still afraid, especially after I do something wrong, but, I am more grown up now, no more imagination, so far so good I think J Just that, everytime when I want to watch any horror movies, I still have to beg my siblings to accompany me and I still covered my eyes while watching it, so honestly, I am not watching, I am just listening to the horrible ghost sounds ;p

I am afraid of bugs and cockroaches, until now. My house do have cockroaches, and I need to be cautious whenever I take a step because I wouldn’t like to stamp on it. Whenever there is a cockroach, I will go mad and begins to spray at it with mosquito spray until it is covered with white foam and has its last breath. I am so sorry, but I am very scared okay.

Well, there are lots more to talk about, and I am really super lazy now. I will stop here :) Let me keep my other fears to myself, need to care for my first impression haha ;p Chaos!

I will be a bravo, one day :D

Friday :)

I am so much in love with Fridays :) It is the best day ever in the whole week. It's my party day!
I love mixing with every of my friends <3 YAHOOOO
Friday. It was MPK and well, you know, I have pro classmates, so many of them are involved with that kinda-lame activity. In the end, 5 Belian left 10 people including me, and we have to combine class. It doesn't matter, as I did have a great time with my friends. HAHA. I had a great time torturing them with my so-sweet voice ;p Okayyyy. I am a entertainer, I guess :) I am doing charity work haha ;p When I grow up, I will get myself involve with charity stuff as this is one of my dreams, well, I guess I have to wait till I have the ability to do so :) Many people brought phones to school. When I was busy singing at the top of my voice, Sze Yuin said she wanna take photos with me, so do the rest of her gang. YAY! I was so happyyyyyyyy :)
If only my English is better, I believe, I will have the confidence to talk with them and go crazy with them. Maybe one day later, who knows? X)


Sunday, 22 July 2012

insecure


* I watched '16 wishes' yesterday. This is my second time watching it. Yeah. I don;t know about others, but for me, after watching a movie, I always learnt something, about life, about anything. Yeah, back to the point. After watching this show on tv, I realised that all the while, I am grumbling bout how unfair my life is, I am grumbling about how suckish people behaves, I am grumbling bout everything. I never cherish what I have. I never appreciate what God gives me. I failed miserably. I decided, hopefully I will be able to stick to my decision. Hmm, I shall enjoy myself when I am 17 :) I shall be childish, be an idiot, do embarrassing stuff, be a weirdo, laugh as hard as I like, talk as much as I want to, because........ I AM SEVENTEEN :) say me childish if you like, but I am not an adult yet, so there's still time for me to behave like a child :) Cheers! :)
* I read newspapers all the while. All the while, there are crimes happening, right under our nose. BUT, lately, these are getting worse and worse. Everywhere is unsafe. We used to think homes are the safest place no matter how, but no, it is not anymore. People can still break in if they wanna rob you. And... It;s not the matter of money now. It is more. about beauty. It's wrong too if you are too beautiful. People will want to rape you. about lives. people want you dead. They want to take away your life after snatching all your belongs. This is just so, sick. pathetic. crazy. So, be careful whenever you go out, I mean, all the time, especially girls. Guys too, take good care of yourself, before you say 'I can protect you' to a girl. Stay alert.
Stay safe, my loved ones <3

Wednesday, 11 July 2012

WHEEEE...


I had a very exciting day today! VERY :D

1) Sports day. I never thought being a QM will be so tiring. We gotta stand the whole day. Busying recording scores and looking at pro people jump and bury themselves in the sand haha ;p Tell you what, a very horrible thing happened to me, which all my friends think it was very funny especially Pn.Wong >< (they got no sense of humor ;p) While I was under the big shade writing scores, a little bird landed on my head. I thought it was the umbrella thingy, but OMG when Pn.Wong shouted, ewwwwwwwwwww. I just couldn’t find any words to describe how disgusting that feel was. I really could feel its claws on my big big head >< 

2) fever? Yeah. Thanks to the giant above the sky, he must be really busy tidying his stuff, the weather is bad L Hmmm. We(me included with my gila friends) had to work under the rain. Pity us right? ;p and now, I think I am sick. Fever. Headache. Having jelly legs. I have been walking from 8 am till now, currently it is 9 pm, as I just came back from shopping :D I hope I won’t be that sick, because I really couldn’t bear to skip any tuition classes or school again. *praying*

3) Paradigm mall. HAHA. I really had a very super crazy day today <3 thanks to my dearrrrr friends <3 I felt really weird, when I was in Chun Vee’s car. He is my friend, but looking at him driving now, he looks like an adult. WOW. I can’t imagine my friends and I driving. I really can’t picture that. Hmmm. I am looking forward to it, but at the same time, I am scared :// I really had a very great time with them and it was really fun. I really feel lucky to have so many friends with me, although I know, not all of them will be with me all the time, but I really do have their names  engraved in my heart, every of my friends, because I had a wonderful and colourful life because of them. Hey friends, thank euu, every of euu <3

4) Go Carmen! You are my best watermama <3 Haha. Love euu J I guess you must be feeling GOOD as your hard work has really paid. Congratz to euu for being the best. You have made Maju really proud. (I am not betraying Berjaya, I am supporting my watermama :p) HAHA. Still, Carmen must thanks me larh, because I have cheered for her, a lot, like crazy :D



Monday, 9 July 2012

Moody

Yeah. I am a boring, very boring girl. My life seriously sucks, a lot, compared to the others. I have no future?

PROM. This is a very famous topic lately. Yeah. I duno. I have no idea about it. If i miss this, will i really regret? Sadly, I have NO FREEDOM. How can I get my wish come true then? </3 Haih. Tears did swelled up in my eyes just now. Hopefully, no one is careful enough to notice. I wish..... I really wish.......
I am sorry. I am lazy. I can't continue. I will keep my thoughts to myself, to my dearest diary. Well, sorry to Mr.S. I showed my temper to him because I was really pissed just now. Sorry, for not controlling my damn bad temper. Do forgive me T.T

Sunday, 1 July 2012

lifeless

Yeah, lately, I am living a very lifeless life, and I really don't know why, and what to do to get myself out from the big mess I made :// Well, I know very well, that trials are on the way, but still, I am wasting my time fooling around. God. I hate myself :(
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Yesterday was Ed's birthdayy :) Congratz to her for being 17 haha. Wish her all the bests and I really hope we will still remember each other in our futures :) Well, although there are indeed some unhappy memories, but still, we did have lots of happy moments too :)
NICE CANDLE ;P

mother and daughterrr :P
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Well, that's all for today :) I am too lazy. Ciaos!