Love never ends ♥

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Well, here come my blogging mood, I shall end this blog with my long, long post :) Firstly........

4 Belian :) Look how young we are ;p

Well, when I first entered this class, I was like : OhMyGod! I am lonely, because I don't have any old friends with me, I am a loner. Everybody's faces are unfamiliar to me, and I really feel like skipping school everyday, until............. HEHEHEH.............. until I met my crazy yet awesome friends and classmates. I changed a lot, and of cause, I learnt a lot :) without them, I will not survive until today :) saranghaeyo Belianers! ♥

They are the awesome ones who colours my life :) Christina, Chai lee, Jia Hui and Edalene. They always say I am crazy. Am I? :( hahaha. They certainly did a good job in brightening my life :) I love disturbing them and hanging out with them :) I never regret knowing them, because they give mt the support and strength to keep moving on with my life :) I really can count on them all the time. They are just so awesomeeeee :D I believe, we may separate later on but fate will bring us all together again one day later. I am looking forward to carry on my life with them, because with them around, I know, I am not alone :)

Our love never ends ♥

Gossip girls are who we are :D

Christina ♥

She is the troublemaker. The pro gossip girl I have ever met. Seriously, don’t judge a book by its cover. She may looks pretty outside, but when you know her well enough, OMG. Hahaha. Words can never describe my feelings for her ;p She is a great friend to me too. I enjoy pestering her and we love talking to each other on phone. She keeps saying my voice is so not nice, but she herself is singing with her not-so-nice voice too sometimes ;p HEHEH. I am really curious, who is her boyfriend next time. That guy is so in trouble man HAHA. Oops, she will be cursing me when she sees this post :D Ohhh. Besides sleeping, her hobby is to pinch and pull people’s ears, me and Chai Lee are her poor, poor victims. Bruises everywhere. I dare her to pinch Edalene ;p Hmmmm. Lots more to say, but need to cut short. HAHA I know her weakness and yeah, I really love her J One thing she is best at is, rolling her eyeballs. Ohhh. She sleeps with her big, round eyes half open, scary. Best friend, miaowwwwwwww ;pp

Chai lee ♥

Our class Doraemon. Among us, she is the one who looks cool and calm, but if you know her well, nop, she is not. Haha, it is a great sight when she panics, she will flap her hands like a struggling bird and her expression is humerous! ;p She will kill me when she sees this post, but, haha I wanna kill her too, for ruining my good reputation x) She really is not the ‘touching’ person, she is not a emotional person, but, thanks to me, she improves in expressing her feelings for us. She gave me a card on my birthday, although it is not a hand-made one, but, jeez, I am so, so touched, Look how great you are. She always say I am kind-hearted, no, I am not, I am just helping out okayyy J HEHEH. Being with her and Jia Hui makes us all go crazy, I don’t know why, but I love it! I hate the dogs pictures on her blog, but she loves it, she has the weirdest beauty taste among all of us. Ask the others, they will tell you the same thing J She seldom make new friends, and I am so honored to be her best friend. Hehe. When you tell her ‘I miss you’, she will give you a look that will kill you and say you are out of your mind. She seldom take pictures, and every time when there is a chance, I will force her to take with meeeee. Haha I love euuu. Wooffffffffffffff ;p

Jia Hui ♥

My baby. HAHA she is crazy, really crazy, especially when she is with me ;p I always pester her too. Love talking to her on phone. You know what? Her favourite quotation is ‘I beat you’ HAHA. Whenever I skip school, the other 3 will ignore me especially not picking up my phone, so bad L But, not my baby, haha, she will picks up my phone any time, I am so glad. So call me maybeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;p When her sweet voice combines with my sweet voice, Chai Lee and others will start having goosebumps ;p Haha. She always lend us her work to copy, and without her, we are so dead man. Ohh. Our idol is the same person, our watermama! Haha we looks up to Carmen highly and she is our idol x) Well, I am useless and lifeless, so does Jia Hui ;p Okayyy, She is a little bit better than me, at least she is serious when exams are near, unlike me, still fooling around. Mc Donald, Starbucks and Chatime are our favourite food. I love her, my dear baby, I shall go sit outside her house one day HAHAHA ;p

Edalene ♥

Hmmm. She is the only person who talks to me when I first entered 4 Belian. We are together all the time. She may looks fierce, but, her heart breaks easily. She is so crazy sometimes, crazier than me, but sometimes, she is quiet and shrink herself into a corner, and start thinking nonsense ;p HAHA she is my window shopping partner, we used to loiter around everywhere after school, but now, no chance to do so L Hmmm. She is an angel, she really is. I am so guilty sometimes, because she is so caring to me. Once, I said I crave for Subway and Chatime, the next day, she appears at my doorstep with both of that. OMG that is so, so touching. Well, she is my best friend and I love her, so of cause I want her to get the best. I am so happy everything work out between twinkle and her, but I am sad too, because she has less time to spend with me. We are both crybabies. She cries a lot, so does me J HEHEH we were once tuition buddies, and I will never forget how many excuses we used to find to skip tuition x) Twinkle twinkle, don’t forget me yeahh ;ppp

Carmen ♥

My watermama. Haha her nickname I gave her when we went for the OIC camp at Taylor. This is the only picture I ever took with her besides our class photo. So yeah, I treasure this photo. Hmmm. I need to defend this Car Car grandma. I am not a big bully kay. All the while, she bullys me, even our beloved Pn.Wong says so HAHAHA ;p I love teasing her for no reason, and....... she is my neighbour. We live in the same area, and so, this means that I can go to her house whenever I like, she can't chase me away even if I wanna sit in front of her gate for the whole day, Pn.C says so HAHA ;p Bewareeeeeeeee... She is a Taekwondo black belt, she always want me to go die, I wonder whyyyy? x) Haha she is the best student I have ever seen, seldom skip school, and pay attention to teachers in class, unlike me :( heheh. What? I am a not-bad student also okayyyy ;p Car Car always like to suprise me by appearing at my doorstep without letting me know. For once, she ran to my house as if she was chasen by a crazy dog and shouted my name loudly, and nearly gave me a heart attack, just because her handphone is in my locker HAHAHA. Crazy, right? Well, she will definitely ask me go die when she sees this awesome post x) watermama i love you, and I know you love me tooo heheheh ;p Let me play with your cats one dayyyyyyyy

Mun Yan ♥

Our prom queen. HAHA. She is cuteeeeeeeee x) Well, nowadays, it’s hard to see her in school, not even her shadow, because she is always skipping school! ;p I know she can be very hyper and crazy sometimes, hmmmm, or maybe all the time. Hehehe she likes to flirt with me ;p It’s my honor heheheh. She surprised me once by giving me a souvenir from Hong Kong and wow, I just can’t believe it, because I thought I am only her classmate but not friend or whatever. Still, she manages to melt my heart haha. Cheers to this mermaid, I love youuuuuu ;pp

Lisa ♥

Hmmm. My partner during Bio lesson. Haha. Her hobby is to conteng my book with her ugly drawings and handwritings, which she thought is beautiful ;p She talks a lot, and sometimes I ignore her when I am in a bad  mood which she will start saying I am boring :( hahaha. Be prepared to get injured if you want to play any games with her especially basketball. Whoaaaa. Crazy girl. She knocks me down a dozen times and all thanks to her for adding more bruises on my nice skin ;p I will miss her voice. love her toooooooo

Yi Lin ♥

I seldom talk to her last year. Even this year though, I seldom talk to her too… Haha but I know she loves me, because I love her! Hmmm. She is a pro artist. See her art work, and you will gaped at it. Well, she promised to design and paint my shoe for me in the future haha ;p Who knows? Maybe she will become famous in no time, and I shall be the first one to get her signature by then, privilege haha ;p She may be quiet sometimes, but she is a great friend. A good student too. She eats a lot, but she is so, so thin. Haih. Unfair. Well, I shall continue pestering her with my texts and wish her luck with her art stuff J Don’t forget me yaaaaa

Writing machines : Li Ling, Sze Yuin, Jia Yin, Nicole, Pei Ming, Esther ♥

Okayyy. I am not a writing machine. They are J They are the most well-oiled machines in the world ;p They always managed to get everything done before school ends, pro  right? Haha they always skip school, because they are burying themselves in the sea of revision books at home, unlike me, still fooling around. Hmmphh. So immature of me. Ohhh, they speak good English. That’s the reason why I feel so shy and embarrassed to talk with them, because I don’t think they will understand what the hell I am talking ;p Still, I love them too, they can be helpful as they want and they are crazyyyyy tooooooooo. Machines can talk ;p

Pei Qian ♥

This girl. Haihhhh. She always make me speechless. I believe, you can't even talk to her nicely even just for ten minutes. Trust me, you will feel like punching her because she always give lame, very lame answers. Her hobby is to share lame jokes with us. Real lame larh. Freezes us all. Hmmm. Don't underestimate her, she is a pro basketballer man. Hoops! Ohhhh. I am not the only one who always sleep in class kay. Loh Pei Qian always sleep in class, but she never get caught, unlike me. Haih. So unfair. She got her style of sleeping and teachers never caught her sleeping. Hmphhh. Love her larhhh ;p

Best behaved boys: Yu King, Adam, Wei Fai, Zhan Ber, Kien Ming ♥

They really are the best behaved guys I have ever seen. Haha. Ask the teachers, I am sure they agree with me J I am glad that I am still seeing Wei Fai next year and so on, as we are going to the same college most probably. As for Yu King, he is going for Form 6. WOW. Tough guy. Haha all the bests. As for Zhan Ber, he is my buddy since Form 3. He changed a lot, Good for him. He is not a child okay J Well, I wish them all good luck and let’s still keep in touch, brothers! :D

I wanna thank all my friends, especially those who really brightens up my life <3
Thank you so much, God. For bringing those fab buddies into my life, and make me realized how blissful am I. I feel so lucky to have you guys with me, at least, I won't have to sing Michael Jackson's song 'you are not alone' all by myself HAHA. Thanks for everything :) We're all in this together!
Let's fight for our future and let us all meet up one day ♥

♥hearts ♥

fed up

Jeez! Life is so damn boring nowadays, with exams as the hot topic. Every teacher is busy catching up with the syllabus as we are left behind. BUT, can you imagine how torturing is it to have 5 periods of Bio per day? I really can die. 3 periods of Chem per day is not great either. Gosh. I am not blaming the teachers for making our life so boring, as they need to do their parts, I am blaming myself for not being a good student, for not being attentive enough and being such a lazy bug. I am really fed up with me and my excuses. I am warning myself to start studying all the time, but, I am wasting my time on stupid and lame stuffs everyday. Great, I always failed, don't I?

prom. This is such a great and huge day for every Form 5's, right? Everyday, I wish I can go too, as I really wanna turn up with awesome dressings and have a blast with all my friends, but, no, I just can't go. Don't ask me why, only those who are close to me knows why. Hmm. Nevermind, at least I've done a great part, haha, CHRISTINA HAD BEEN CHOSEN TO BE OUR PROM QUEEN OF 5 BELIAN, thanks to me, Jia Hui, Oh and Ed :)) I will definitely support her, although she will be cursing us all the time haha ;p this is so fun! :DD

Childhood fears

Well. I am such a coward. As the saying goes ‘do not judge a book by its cover’ I have lots of fears although I am large-sized like a giant.

One of my childhood fears is dark places like toilets, deserted staircase and many more. I still remembered, when I was small, I used to brush my teeth in the toilet together with my brother, I liked it very much, the main reason is because there is accompany. One day, while we were talking and brushing teeth, a lightning flashed across the sky, and I went crazy. EPIC MOMENT. I was screaming like crazy and immediately ran out from the toilet with my mouth full of toothpaste. My brother was puzzled and he ran together with me, while my sister and my mummy were laughing their heads off at that funny sight. From that moment on, my siblings tease me like crazy.

Well. I love puppies and dogs, but, I am afraid of them. I really don’t know why. Maybe I was afraid that while they are sniffing and licking me, they will go crazy and bite me, well, I guess I am the one who is crazy ;p Let me share with you this embarrassing moment. My family went on a trip to Singapore with a tour. Last day, we were having our dinner at some restaurant. There were many buses outside as it was the holiday season. After having our dinner, my family were strolling to our bus and out of nowhere came a puppy. It was cute, but I went crazy. I started running when I saw it, and he thought we were having a game or something, he started chasing me. In the end, I panicked and ran up to the wrong bus. OMG. The passengers in it were staring at me, as if I am a crazy girl. I didn’t notice anything’s wrong until I heard my family laughing outside the bus and calling for me. WOW. That was really embarrassing. Until now, the memory is still vivid in every of our minds. GREAT.

I am afraid of ghosts, I am sure many people do. I had great imagination when I was small. I always scare myself with crazy thoughts about ghosts. Even when I am in the shower, I was still scared, for no reason, and I need to begged my sister or my brothers to stand outside, talk with me, just to make sure I am safe. LOL. Haha, until now I am still afraid, especially after I do something wrong, but, I am more grown up now, no more imagination, so far so good I think J Just that, everytime when I want to watch any horror movies, I still have to beg my siblings to accompany me and I still covered my eyes while watching it, so honestly, I am not watching, I am just listening to the horrible ghost sounds ;p

I am afraid of bugs and cockroaches, until now. My house do have cockroaches, and I need to be cautious whenever I take a step because I wouldn’t like to stamp on it. Whenever there is a cockroach, I will go mad and begins to spray at it with mosquito spray until it is covered with white foam and has its last breath. I am so sorry, but I am very scared okay.

Well, there are lots more to talk about, and I am really super lazy now. I will stop here :) Let me keep my other fears to myself, need to care for my first impression haha ;p Chaos!

I will be a bravo, one day :D

Friday :)

I am so much in love with Fridays :) It is the best day ever in the whole week. It's my party day!

I love mixing with every of my friends <3 YAHOOOO

Friday. It was MPK and well, you know, I have pro classmates, so many of them are involved with that kinda-lame activity. In the end, 5 Belian left 10 people including me, and we have to combine class. It doesn't matter, as I did have a great time with my friends. HAHA. I had a great time torturing them with my so-sweet voice ;p Okayyyy. I am a entertainer, I guess :) I am doing charity work haha ;p When I grow up, I will get myself involve with charity stuff as this is one of my dreams, well, I guess I have to wait till I have the ability to do so :) Many people brought phones to school. When I was busy singing at the top of my voice, Sze Yuin said she wanna take photos with me, so do the rest of her gang. YAY! I was so happyyyyyyyy :)

If only my English is better, I believe, I will have the confidence to talk with them and go crazy with them. Maybe one day later, who knows? X)

insecure

* I watched '16 wishes' yesterday. This is my second time watching it. Yeah. I don;t know about others, but for me, after watching a movie, I always learnt something, about life, about anything. Yeah, back to the point. After watching this show on tv, I realised that all the while, I am grumbling bout how unfair my life is, I am grumbling about how suckish people behaves, I am grumbling bout everything. I never cherish what I have. I never appreciate what God gives me. I failed miserably. I decided, hopefully I will be able to stick to my decision. Hmm, I shall enjoy myself when I am 17 :) I shall be childish, be an idiot, do embarrassing stuff, be a weirdo, laugh as hard as I like, talk as much as I want to, because........ I AM SEVENTEEN :) say me childish if you like, but I am not an adult yet, so there's still time for me to behave like a child :) Cheers! :)

* I read newspapers all the while. All the while, there are crimes happening, right under our nose. BUT, lately, these are getting worse and worse. Everywhere is unsafe. We used to think homes are the safest place no matter how, but no, it is not anymore. People can still break in if they wanna rob you. And... It;s not the matter of money now. It is more. about beauty. It's wrong too if you are too beautiful. People will want to rape you. about lives. people want you dead. They want to take away your life after snatching all your belongs. This is just so, sick. pathetic. crazy. So, be careful whenever you go out, I mean, all the time, especially girls. Guys too, take good care of yourself, before you say 'I can protect you' to a girl. Stay alert.

Stay safe, my loved ones <3

WHEEEE...

I had a very exciting day today! VERY :D

1) Sports day. I never thought being a QM will be so tiring. We gotta stand the whole day. Busying recording scores and looking at pro people jump and bury themselves in the sand haha ;p Tell you what, a very horrible thing happened to me, which all my friends think it was very funny especially Pn.Wong >< (they got no sense of humor ;p) While I was under the big shade writing scores, a little bird landed on my head. I thought it was the umbrella thingy, but OMG when Pn.Wong shouted, ewwwwwwwwwww. I just couldn’t find any words to describe how disgusting that feel was. I really could feel its claws on my big big head >< 

2) fever? Yeah. Thanks to the giant above the sky, he must be really busy tidying his stuff, the weather is bad L Hmmm. We(me included with my gila friends) had to work under the rain. Pity us right? ;p and now, I think I am sick. Fever. Headache. Having jelly legs. I have been walking from 8 am till now, currently it is 9 pm, as I just came back from shopping :D I hope I won’t be that sick, because I really couldn’t bear to skip any tuition classes or school again. *praying*

3) Paradigm mall. HAHA. I really had a very super crazy day today <3 thanks to my dearrrrr friends <3 I felt really weird, when I was in Chun Vee’s car. He is my friend, but looking at him driving now, he looks like an adult. WOW. I can’t imagine my friends and I driving. I really can’t picture that. Hmmm. I am looking forward to it, but at the same time, I am scared :// I really had a very great time with them and it was really fun. I really feel lucky to have so many friends with me, although I know, not all of them will be with me all the time, but I really do have their names  engraved in my heart, every of my friends, because I had a wonderful and colourful life because of them. Hey friends, thank euu, every of euu <3

4) Go Carmen! You are my best watermama <3 Haha. Love euu J I guess you must be feeling GOOD as your hard work has really paid. Congratz to euu for being the best. You have made Maju really proud. (I am not betraying Berjaya, I am supporting my watermama :p) HAHA. Still, Carmen must thanks me larh, because I have cheered for her, a lot, like crazy :D

Moody

Yeah. I am a boring, very boring girl. My life seriously sucks, a lot, compared to the others. I have no future?

PROM. This is a very famous topic lately. Yeah. I duno. I have no idea about it. If i miss this, will i really regret? Sadly, I have NO FREEDOM. How can I get my wish come true then? </3 Haih. Tears did swelled up in my eyes just now. Hopefully, no one is careful enough to notice. I wish..... I really wish.......

I am sorry. I am lazy. I can't continue. I will keep my thoughts to myself, to my dearest diary. Well, sorry to Mr.S. I showed my temper to him because I was really pissed just now. Sorry, for not controlling my damn bad temper. Do forgive me T.T