I am always
choosing the silence way to solve problems. I rather keep everything quiet and
let my heart bleeds than make a nuisance about it, and I ended up hurting my
friends, and myself </3
I am a coward.
Always am.
Whenever there is
any problems, first thing I will do is 'RUN' !!! I just won't figure any
solutions unless I am forced to do so. I wish, I wish to be strong and be
braver. Be a better person.
There are many invisible scars and traps everywhere in our
hearts, and we are still not learning, how to be a better person </3
I don't know what
to do, to save our friendship. I really don't want our story to be the past,
but I am watching our memories fading away bits by bits, day by day. It's
really torturing to watch, really.
I believe I won't
receive any special birthday presents this year, although I really wish I will,
but yeah. Never mind. I am unimportant,
anyway :) Happy early birthday to
myself, I hope I won't suffer much on this coming Monday, my real birthday. All
I hope is I won't flunk my Chemistry, Bio and Physics. That's all :D
生日快乐 <3
Ta-da!!
Let go of the things that can no longer be fixed.
If you force yourself to try and put them back, things will only get worse.
Holding on is being brave, but sometimes moving on makes you even tougher.